多希望,是.为我好

才知道你脸上的微笑
不是幸福代表
是种不自在的礼貌
 
才知道感情已经动摇
我一直被误导
是你还不愿意揭晓
 
太多谐恼怪我们不懂得抛
太多的问号答案也都不必找
只换来疲劳忘了要一起变老
 
为何要无话可说
才懂沉默比争吵难熬
 
为何会在恨消失后
爱还是挽回不了
 
为何要在疼爱我的时候
才对我说离开我
都是为我好 

我忘了如何加油...

不晓得你们有没有这一种习惯
就是常常对着镜子自我加油??

以前我觉得这一套还蛮管用的
早上洗刷或出门前
都会对着镜子一笑
信心快乐就会回来
再高高兴兴的往前踏步
还常推介这方法给朋友们

但不知从何开始
我忘了怎样打从心底开心地笑了
连镜子都懒得望一下
我并不厌恶这张嘴脸
只是不晓得该如何加油了~

Surprise!

Thanks to my dearest colleagues!

Had a surprise early birthday celebration =)

 

 

My cake_box!

 

 

xie xie ni men o...muakss ♥

无措了!

该如何前进呢
命运真的掌握在自己的手里吗

该如何抉择呢
还真的很讨厌自己的犹豫不决

我并没有想象中的快乐
作何决定都不完美

我的心
向往着何方啊?

七月初七

但愿大家

七夕情人节快乐

要好好珍惜身边的那个他/她哦! ♥♥

Newbiee =)

Introducing the newbie of my family - 麦兜 @ McDull =)

In case u all wanna noe more bout this little cute baby, just click on the link below ya!
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/McDull

just heart it!

Betrayer!

Teach me how to face a betrayer!

Seriously its the 1st time in my life dat i manage to stop myself from bursting out in anger!

Perhaps i m not dat innocent anymore..
Yeap..whats the point rite?
Bla out evthg wont do any good...
Be it to HER or to myself..

But whatever hurt that has caused...
would definitely be kept in mind..

The memory of us sharing every thought..
every smile and every laugh..
would be gone with the broken heart...

Its ur betrayal that breaks the bond and trust!

Breaking Dawn!

I have no idea of what to schedule for a day b4 convo!
Attend friends'convo? Slp? FB?
Hmm....
Mayb "breaking dawn" is not a bad idea afterall~
The final novel of twilight series...
symbolising the final chapter of my student life...
so ironic huh...

Graduation!

Quoted:
 

Graduation is only a concept.

In real life, every day you graduate.

Graduate is a process that goes on 

until the last day of your life.

If you can grasp that

you'll make a difference.

 

Happy Convocation!!

一个人的午餐

从来就不喜欢孤单一个人
不是不独立
而是凡事都习惯了和旁人分享

今天
第一次有了一个人的午餐
咖啡厅里人来人往
我的心情却是特别的灰暗

望着邻座的客人们高谈阔论
比手画脚的
突然好想有个人做伴

敌人也好
来找我斗嘴也无所谓
总比望着一碗不会回应的炒饭来的好

快速解决了难咽的午餐
只想赶紧离开快令我窒息的空间
寂寞果然可怕~

The days..

157,852,800 seconds..
2,630,880 minutes..
43,848 hours..
1827 days..
261 weeks..

....................

Dad ♥ Cake

Happy 52th Bday Daddy ♥

May all ur wishes come true!

小小鸟看世界~

有时候我觉得自己是一只小鸟
想要飞却怎么也飞不高
也许有一天我攀上了枝头
却成为猎人的目标
我飞上了青天
才发现自己
从此无依无靠

每次到了夜深人静的时候
我总是睡不着
我怀疑是不是只有我
明天没有变的更好
未来会怎样究竟有谁会知道
幸福是否只是一种传说
我永远都找不到

我是一只小小鸟
想要飞呀却飞也飞不高
我寻寻觅觅寻寻觅觅
一个温暖的怀抱
这样的要求不算太高

所有知道我的名字的人啊
你们好不好
世界是如此的小
我们注定无处可逃

当我尝尽人情冷暖
当你决定为了你的理想燃烧
生活的魔力与生命的尊严
哪一个重要

SteP bAck

Tell me please..
Are we getting closer..
Or further apart?

Everytime when i have decided to give us another chance..
No appreciation shown...
Or u don bother?

No matter how far i climb..
How hard i hold up to that point...
I would fall in severe pain...
Staring at me with ur cold eyes..
I m just nothing..

Friend,
We are not friend..
In my dictionary..

清明.雨

清明时节雨纷纷
路上行人欲断魂

2 months have passed after ChengMing..
And i m kinda miss those rainy days...

Simply ♥ the tranquility that i m thirst for now~

To a friend

Dearest,

Thank you for not loving me anymore.
I do not know that i have had hurt you that much until u have decided to leave me alone.

Well, do I not deserve or U not appreciate?
No matter how.Take care.My fren.

Y'Leng

Reality Bites?

Was having a serious conversation with dad yesterday..
Previously, i used to share my thought about life, studies, friendships, work and almost everything with him...
yes...its my dad but not mum..
but not until i went up to KL for internship..
Sorry dad...
i should have tell u more but not only problems that i faced..

So, what's up?
M.O.N.E.Y~

Well, i know its important, definitely important for everybody..
Else no one will work like a cow for that printed color papers...
But, as usual, he likes to tell me that...

"To be safe, please dun spend future money...spend only what u have earned"

Alright...
den i would have to ensure my bank book shows 6 digits b4 i can get my 1st car~

自恋

well..i said i wont camwhore...at least b4 my pimples are healed!

but..as usual..i cant stop whenever i feel like it..haha!

Take 1:

Take 2:

Take 3:

Take 4:

Take 5:

Take 6:

Take 7:

Take 8:

Take 9:

Take 10:

Haha!

10shoots within 5mins..

not bad huh =)

p.s: thx the sunlight for covering my pimples scar ^^

p.p.s: ignore the pair of panda eyes..i dun bring concealer with me all the times =(

我.不享受!!!

最近遇到朋友
都会说我又瘦了...

我很不想瘦咯!!!
别再问我为什么
我是真的不知道啦!!!

以往考试一定会增胖的
现在甚至比以前更会吃
体重却没有节节上升的迹象

怎样??
有什么高见可以增胖吗？
只要胖脸和腿部而已 =）

Full Stop!

So it has come to an END...my university life!!
So it will be a NEW start...my career life!!
A full stop to the past...
No matter how i still need to move on and on...

But to which way...
I haven figure out the direction...
I cant see the sign from God...

I have not ready for all these changes...
They just came so fast...
Before I can take a break...

自找的烦恼

烦恼是自找的
如果你不让自己烦恼
别人永远不可能给你

烦恼是无奈的
自己的内心放不下却
提不起的一种后遗症

F (@.@) C! FOC!

After a long wait for 2 weeks...

I have finally received the free trial lenses from CIBA VISION =)

Yeap...its F.R.E.E.!!!

CIBA VISION is now giving away 3 pairs of daily disposable lenses in conjunction with its 30th Anniversary ^^

You just need to visit its designated web page,

Fill in the details and that's it!

So easy right?

If u are interested, do it asap while stock lasts :P

If u are not, u may please register on behalf of me...

so i can get more pairs of them...

Wahhahaha =)

*as u can see above, my prescribed contact lens power is -7.00 and -6.50*

O(∩_∩)O

Ohya! There is this 30% voucher attached with the free lenses too!

So do not hesitate, click Freshlookilluminate now ya!

OucH!

What to do after exams and farewell?

I only know what not to do now

Beware that the following picture

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Wahhhhhh!!!!!!!

HANTU!!!

Big eye bag and PIMPLES!!!

*sob*

Dun see myself in the mirror and dun snap pictures!

In case i scare myself any innocent person off!
 

*离别*

昨天以前
我们几乎天天在一起

今天以后
大家可能会遗忘对方

那年那天
我们的相遇
造就了今日的友谊

今时今日
大家的离别
证明了时间的残酷

那时候的我们
一起努力的日子
互相斗嘴的时光
可恨却也幸福

很高兴生命里有大家的出现
让我开始明白
回忆其实可以很美丽

祝大家前程似锦
友谊永固
只愿你的追忆有个我 =）

*星*里有数

转载自今天《星洲日报》活力副刊的*星*里有数...

狮子座

你玩得有点 High, 要当心小人在背后中伤你

今天的确是有点 HIGH!!
凌晨两点半BBQ后会周公
半夜四点半离开梦的家
赶撘五点半巴士往KL
---------------------
早晨七点半在地铁站兜了半圈
八点半终于混进了目的地
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十一点半和筠姐摇去shopping
但结果是八卦占据了所有的时间!!!
Gossip 胜过一切
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五点半两手空空
挥一挥离开了KL
╮(╯_╰)╭
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八点半 Farewell 晚餐
十点半虚度时间
--------------------
用双手数一数
今天遇见的朋友不多
都还算是聊得来的
会中伤我吗?
当小人哦？
不会吧!!
不想懂了...

*心*里有数

Happy Mother's Day ♥♥

妈妈我爱你 ♥

完了！完了！

完了! 完了!
不是完毕了
而是完蛋了!!!

大学生涯里的最后一张考卷
让我生不如死!!

哎!!!
早知如此
我该在第一堂课后就drop了它!!

妈! 救命啊!!

沉默

我不说
并不表示不在意

保持沉默
只是不想让你知道
我的过于在乎

Tick Tock Tick Tock

Alright i can hear the sound of time flying through my fingers..
Why am i not studying at this moment for the very last final exam in my uni life but crapping here...
No idea...
Just cant get the correct mood to study..
I need help!
I need food! (huh?!)
I need...
Actually all i need is to get a dream of the exam question paper la..
*dang!*

Okie waileng please stop day dreaming...
it will never happen!
=.="

Not in the good mood at all these few days...
Sitting at home watching tv, playing facebook games and eating those high fiber books make me bloated!

Argh!
Anyway,
I sincerely wish that..
All of us (who is gonna sit for exam) can pass through all these (obstacles? challenges?) very soon and enjoy the short term holiday!!!

*All the best*

为了什么?

Once again, this has proven my stupidity!

为的是什么?

告诉自己
是时候
提起双脚
再往后
退一步了...

*DooodolLs*

DOOOdoLLS!

So damn cute rite!! 

Always love to have more toys...

Been wanting them for years...

Now i seriously wish to get one of them home with me...

Argh!

How good if i can hug them everynight!

 Like this ♥

with them?

Or it can be in this way ♥♥♥

I can also play around with them..

 ♥♥

 *love*

For sure i will die from diabetes due to..

having too much sweet dreams!

Haha!

*think too much*
They will never be a good investment!!
=.="

*再遗憾*

I will be graduating soon..really soon like in less than 2 months time..
Now, I am suppose to be having fun here and there with friends...
But...

Okie..its not my main topic for this post..
Another 遗憾 for me..
IVAQ, the Inter Varsity Accounting Quiz 2010..

Been contributing to this event for the past 3 years..
2007: working committee of QP dept
2008: asst director of QP dept
2009: director of QP dept

And this year, i have a different role..
2010: participant!!!

Supportive enough??
Nah!!
Only if i have won a prize for the uni,for the club & for the team la..
Yea..we lose! 
We dun even get in to the 2nd round! 

Kinda disappointed and felt so sorry to those,especially lecturers,
who have given us so much support and motivation..
because the quiz is after all not that difficult..
provided that we have worked hard, really hard for it..

In fact, we did...
We spent the whole week..almost everyday in library...
Doing ACCA, CAT, CIMA past year papers...
Crazy photocopying questions here and there..

But...
Cakap saja la...We talk more than we study...
I mean..I talk too much...
Ish!

Its okie...
We have tried our best (self-consoling)...
At least we have an additional piece of memory in mind for the final sem!
And we have took lotss of pictures on that day!

*9th IVAQ 2010*

*the soldiers of MMU MLK*

 

*mati-mati at the battlefield*

*so happy lo right after the 1st round!*

Baby sitter of the day!

*lalala~*

*my teammate!*

*few mins b4 the result boom out!*

*tired! give me a break!*

*smile-when we get together*

 *hiapo pucca!*

 *when we have nth to snap!*

*when i ask for a profile picture ^^*

So, as what my dearest Ah-Sei-of-the-day said,

At least we had a day!

Gambateh MMU!

Grab the champion in IVAQ 2011 ok!!

*遗憾*

如果问我说
现在有什么遗憾
就是认识了这一个朋友

I know you will be reading my blog someday..
And i know after this,
I will get rumors again..

So what?
Not that i have not experienced this before?
Not that you will stop backstabbing me after this....
In fact, I have been hearing this ever since Alpha...
Even we have not known each other...

Stop telling me that I am your best friend when u cant find others...
Stop pretending in treating me good in front of others...
Stop mentioning that you are regret for misunderstand and back stab me...
Stop expressing your disagreement of others to me when u can actually laughing happily with them (such a hypocrite!!)

I have had enough of all this...
At one moment, you preserve our friendship like a treasure...
And the next second, you can betray like i am no body...
Haha!

U may continue yelling ur dissatisfaction about me to your beloved fren...
U can talk loudly in front of me...
I understand that its hard for you to talk quietly and laughing loudly...
Perhaps pretending would hurt me more...
Its okie...
I wont mind from now onwards....

Because I have decided to quit!!

We are together only with purpose...
We are not in a team...
And I cant find sincerity from you all... 

So this is the friendship we have built up for the past 4 years...
Dun worry..
I will keep reminding myself for not getting into your all circle...

P.S: Your failure in achievement is not my fault!
        And you shldn't say that i am showing off just because you cant get it!
        And I clarify again! I dun look down on people...

P.P.S: I know I don't have many friends..
           I know I am not good in this interpersonal thg...
           I am not good in communication like u do...
           Sweet talk etc. are not my type...
           You need not to use this to attack me...
           At least each word i say, i sincerely mean it...

P.P.P.S: 你也知道“痛了，就会放手”的道理吧!

*讨厌*

不想被讨厌
可是
当我无法控制自己
去做些
会令人讨厌的举动时
你对我的包容又会是多少？

未知数
永远都不会知道
是我想太多
还是你一而再的隐瞒
别说都是为我好
因为这不是我要的结果!!

S.T.R.E.S.S

IVAQ + ASSIGNMENTS + PRESENTATIONS + FINAL = STRESS!!!!!

Who says we will be motivated under pressure?!

I can now tell you NO!!
Its a lie (at least for me)...Sigh!

What i did when i was alone for the past few days were basically:

1. Self-talk
2. Facebook
3. Eat as much as i can
4. Daydreaming
5. Sleep
6. ..........
7. ..........

Why not studying?
Simply because i am STRESSED!!!

Ball☺☺N

Bye-bye to Hot Air Balloon Fiesta 2010!

Its okie that i cant fly with them...

Cz i have lotss of cutie balloon here with me! XD

See...lots rite! 

Ultraman! Mickey! Spongebob etc!

What's so nice to pay RM10 and fly at such low height?

Even Mr. Naruto can fly higher...

See!! 

Just this giant blocking the wind..making it so hard to fly up high!

Shoooh! Go away la u giant! HAHAHA~

Really "People Mountain People Sea"!!

 MUST play this if i have the chance again!
 

Never forget to camwhore! ♥


Balloon-ballooN ~

-♥♥♥-